I see it now oh so clearly WOW and now I know how to make it now

I've been looking at some of my artwork. It's kind of amazing how far I've come in 17 years.*no ego* I'm thinking the fact that I can make that kind of magic with my my hands ,why have wasted so much of my time on bullshit and bullshit people who try to make me feel small. I'm big mind, body and soul. Now i just need to believe it!