Monday, February 14, 2011

wasting time

time'sa wasting and i don't know how not to waste it. been told to keep on dreaming. what's the point of dreaming a dream you want to come true if you don't where to find it within yourself to make it come true. think i'm finally ready to give up on certain dreams. i really need to know if this is the right thing but i'm the only one that can answer that. fuck. believe in yourself. i did a goodthing. maybe i went over board. i'm not gonna beat myself up about it...i'm gonna try not to. ok sleep time.

still trying to be a better

A Happy Valentines Day Niggaro?

blah blah blah...sent some flowers. The broads who got 'em liked 'em. Think I really just wasted my time. Lesson learned, moving on. Hope this lesson sticks. Been sick all weekend. 48 hour head cold shit. Glad it's gone but now it's time to go back to work. Vacation is still two months away. I have somethings I like to do. Most likely I wont be able to save up the money to do them. So, looks like another vacation suck in the house. Wish this was a happier blog. I never post good news here. Maybe I don't like to talk about the good things that happen to me. There are more good moments these days though. Today wasn't a bad. It just wasn't great. Maybe thing will change at work tonight. I've said enough for today.


Saturday, February 05, 2011

Nothing 2 talk about a lot

just bored a lot. sadly killing time till 10pm monday night. not really hungry. could eat though. nothing on tv worth watching. internets is dull right now. the once former future love may be on the facebook but we have nothing to say to her. the other chick aint ready yet. bored a lot right now. christ it's 7pm fuck the tv. sitting in the cold room thousand and one things to do. nothing worth doing.thinking about eating...sigh. not depressed just not motivated. just bored a lot. ate too much milk. body aches a lot. random thought a lot. cold in here. must resist sitting on facebook and eating right now. divorced the milk flavored food tonight. like i said random thought a lot. fuck grammar a lot. hate sitting in here alone a lot. a whole hell of waste a lot. i know the minute i go to sit on facebook all night people will be posting about they did tonight. fuck them a lot. assholes i hope they rot... not really. so yeah this post was a waste. hope you didn't waste you time reading it. reader that doesnt exist.

Tyrone!-a lot