the BIG flake out/ teh sunday morning random

so yeah I didn't go to the party. I did call the birthday girl. so I don't feel too bad about not going. I'll ta;k to her and all the people who actually went to the party and I'll get over whatever regrets i have. I pretty much wasted this saturday but maybe I just needed this time away from shit. And i'm never eating Popeye's chicken ever again. I got the bubble stomach runs. six hours later I still have gas.

Going for a late night walk in a few. Hope I dont scare the neighbors too bad. Why go for a walk? meh, why not. Giving up meat for a while too. been eating too much fried or baked chicken lately. Gonna give this vegetarian thing a try for a minute see how i like it.

The 3rd Movement probably wont start till Monday, Sunday night at the earliest. I'm delaying it because I want to go to the museum tomorrow. If I can get up before 1pm that is. If I don't the 3rd movement will start on Sunday and i'm go to the museum Tuesday.

I'm also looking for some art related things to get into. Probably end up going back to school. Been putting that off too long.

to be cont.

post early saturday morning random damndom

Yawn...I'm gonna sit here and type until I figure out what I really want to talk about. I wonder if I'm the only one reading this blog. For my sanity I hope so but if someone is reading it oh well. I havent got anything to hide. except this miss deluxe burger shit i've been talking about. if she reads this shit, she's never talk to me again. not that she is in the first place...so yeah I'm a monster not a beast. typing random shit because I can't sleep. kinda hungry but there aint shit to eat. gon to a party later but feeling scared like a sheep. dont wanna go but need to take a leap. i'm so bored. should be drawing something but fuck it all if nothing is coming. need a new job cause shit is getting real. Dulcinea the deluxe burger haunts my everyday even my beautiful nightmares. so i sit here and type away at the computer screen hoping to get struck by a bolt of lightning and go SHAZAM so I can save my own day. but it's never that simple nope you cursed with a head full of pimples and and body made of dimples. dont cry this shit aint forever. never say never always be a winner. aslong as you remember you are the master of your beast. now do work son the day has just begun.

-Tyrone On Everyday

teh early saturday morning random damndom

In bout 18 hours it will be party, Now I'm not much of a party goer. I'm Mr. Home body but that's only because I don't really hang out with anybody. Haven't talked to my friends in years. That's mostly my fault though. I wasnt much of a friend so they moved on I guess. Anyway back to the party,now this girl was nice enough to invite me and I should be nice enough to at least show my face. I probably won't dance but maybe I'll have a drink or two then get on my merry fucking way...back to my self imposed prison ( my room in my mother's house). Even if deluxe burger is there.

IN OTHER NEWS...

Thinking about the world or my world rather, trying not to get depressed again. I do need to get out of this house and get my own place. I mght be rotting away here... NO ENOUGH OF THAT. I know what time it is...time to do no more self reflecting.. my go date has long since pass and the time strike has been now for too long. early saturday morning random OVER. Time to go live!

-Tyrone On Everyday.

Willy said...

...don't forget what happened to the man who suddenly got everything he always wanted...He lived happily ever after.

teh Thursday random

Welcome to Thursday, bout to go wash some clothes for work. Maybe make some wings and what not. Thinking bout shit. Same ole same ole. Thinking I should go out anf get a Memphis Flyer, on second thought I'll just check their website. Looking for something to do on the weekdays other than think about women I can't get on what I'm going to do with my life. That stuff is fun and all but I'm moving on to new problems. I believe this thing with miss deluxe burger will work itself out eventually. This week has been dead silence on the matter so fuck it. Seems to be an every other week thing with broad anyway.

The Third Movement will take place his weekend. Not sure what I want to do. I was thinking Super Ty on Pluto but maybe I'll revisit Horus Joe or Just Smile. Think I will redo Horus Joe and Just Smile in color.

Speaking of this weekend, been thinking about this party i'm going to Saturday night. Still don't know if I'm going to dance. Just not the comfortable around those people or any group of people for that matter. Guess I have to just remember not to freak out...

-Tyrone On Everyday

teh Wednesday Random

Happy Wednesday!

I ate some kinda bullshit Wal-Mart brand Cheese Steak thing and a can of sugar free Red Bull. Hands down the worse breakfast ever. I don't know what I was thinking. Tomorrow it's back to oranges and watermelon.

Caught the music bug again this week. I've been listening to WU-Tang Clan and The Foreign Exchange. Last week it was DANNY! and some old George Benson. George Benson's version of "Hey Girl' is probably my favorite song to sing along with. Especially when I'm driving. I swear I sound just like him...^-^

Nothing new to report on the deluxe burger front. Caught her at the "watering hole" mumbled something about her being in my way...yeah that was smart...got my water and walked away with my tail between legs...oh well there always tomorrow.

Till then I remain

-Tyrone On Everyday

Wednesday

Usta be my favorite day of the week. NEW COMIC BOOK DAY but I stopped buying comics. And Wednesday and agreed to see other people. Then LOST started coming on Wednesday. Now we just see each other for the first 5 months of the year...yes I'm bored and have nothing to talk about.

-Tyrone (waiting to go to work) On Everyday

Deluxe Burger

Still flying high. got a lot of work done this weekend. Planning my nest movement right now. Also thinking about this party I've been invited to this saturday. I'm going but the whole dancing thing is throwing me. Should I or shouldn't I. More importantly CAN I or Can't I dance. Sure I can grove a little to a beat but i'm no G when it comes to dancing. so hopefully I wont look too stupid or feel too weird.

I didn't get to see much of miss Deluxe Burger tonight but I saw enough to get me to tomorrow. She had her sexy teacher glasses on tonight. Yeah...calm down boy...and yes she will be at said party. At least that's what the hostess said. If she isn't there I'm only staying a few minutes.

Anyway, I'm gonna go wash my teeth, brush my face, watch anime and dream a naughty dream about deluxe burgers...

-Tyrone On Everyday

Flying High Up In The Sky

WOOOOHOOOO!!
The weekend just started and I'm feeling right. I have a feeling everythang's gonna be alright. The VICTORY TOUR has started! And boy! Wait till you see what I'm about to do next! The fun has just started! See ya'll at the winner's table...

FOREVER,

-Tyrone On Everyday

BELIEVE DAT!!

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Why...
do all of my problems seem to go away when I'm in that place between sleep and awake

do I believe in tomorrow

does it feel like I don't deserve that

can't I fight myself to get what I want

can't I live in this world I've made in my head

must I feel like I've failed at everything

can't I be a shape shifter

do I find it so hard to talk to people

can't I fly

doesn't it seem so simple now but later it will be

can't I help it if I wanted to

do I do this to myself everyday...

-Tyrone On Everyday

free

I really shouldn't post personal things in public places when I'm 1/2 asleep. Nobody wants to read that shit. I fear the day when someone reads this shit. Hopefully I'll be over this thing before that happens. Here's to being free WOOO HOOO!

-Tyrone On Everyday

Teh Post Saturday Random

Wonder what I should be doing right now. Not much of a club goer. Even if I had friends to go out with, I don't think I would go. I should go draw. I haven't done anything new all week. Next week I need to go out and but a new chair for my desk. Maybe that will inspire me to draw more.

Wonder what would happen if I drew a picture for her...hmm My be too forward but it's not like I havent confessed my love for her already...so, it would be nice I could talk to her outside of work. You're a weird one Mr. Toe...you have no real problems in this world yet your life seems like a mess...not a mess just a state of confusion. I need some advice in the worse way but I don't trust anyone enough to ask...I'd like to put this thing on hold till we're both older but the future is so uncertain...The funny things is ears from now I'm gonna look back at this blog and instantly figure out what I should have done..Honestly this shit is a learning process. I should have learned this things years ago but i'm the slow kid. So better late than never.

LMAO, Tyrone Aaron boy, you cold hearted bastard. Who knows where you'll end up. But me thinks you're finally enjoying the ride. Ride on lone wolf ride on!

-Tyrone On Everyday

No one will

Well, maybe, I'm insane but don't you hold it against me girl. I'm a lunatic with conviction.- Cody Chesttnutt

Best movies of the year

Crank 2
Star Trek
Drag Me To Hell
Harry Potter 5
The Hangover
District 9

Top movies haven't seen yet...
The Brothers Bloom
Moon
Julie and Julia
9
Where the Wild Things are
The Road
Ponyo
Inglorious Bastards
Shorts
Mystery Team
Gamers
Extract
Surrogates
Couple Retreat
Zombieland
Law Abiding Citizen
Gentlemen Broncos
Precious
Fantastic Mr. Fox
Ninja Assassin
Avatar
Sherlock Holmes

OH BUT THE NOOOOOOOOOOoooo

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO...had to get that out. I should be mad about last night but I'm not. I can't help but laugh at that shit. That girl is so damn sexy though . I really can't let that shit get away. Just gotta be patient with it. If I'm meant to have it I will. WHOO BOY, Like Mike said, "Life ain't so bad at all...". HA HA!

Mr. Inaction Rides Again or Just Another Day On Pluto

i'm fucking lame, really fucking lame. I could probably have it and I don't take it. No answers are coming to me and I really need to ask somebody about it. I don't know how to get over this hurdle or how to force myself over this hurdle. I'd like to have a real conversation about it but I feel like a fucking fool when I try to go there. So I don't. May i just need to realize it's me and i need to let it go...le sigh...I need to stop, life aint hard I'm just not use to feeling things I guess. Which is fucking sad but that's life on Pluto, cold and dark.

-Tyrone On Everyday

lazy saturday

woke up in the late afternoon...

anyway, all day i've been listening to this song "Hey Girl" sung by George Benson. Written by Carole King. George just kills these ballads everytime. Wish I could sing like that.

So, yeah, this week was every unproductive. Kinda shocked it's Saturday already but all that really means is that day after tomorrow it'll be Monday again. Got to work next the girl again this week. Talked to her a few times. Nothing major. Last night was odd though. At the end of the night I was working on the split during runoff, same as usual but last night I said fuck it and decide to walk around the hub. I went to the buffeteria and got two drinks and began my journey. First I went outside and sat under a hangover near the bathrooms. She rode past me on her tug but I don't think she saw me. After a few minutes she rode past me again and mouthed hello i guess. After I left I decided to check for packages that may have fallen off the conveyor belts. So I'm walking towards a door way going outside and she passes me again. Still no big deal. She drives in and out of that door way most of the night. I'm walking back inside and she passes me again but i'm walking behind some trailer so she probably didnt see me. After I clock out for the night, I'm walking towards the buffereia on my way out and I'm thinking there's no way i'm gonna see her again cause she's been driving a different way all night. And sur enough as I'm turning the corner there she was again with a weird smile on her face. So is it me wanting to see her all night or was that just a bunch of weird coincidenes?

That's a really big wall text just to say I wanted to see her last night and I got to her a bunch of times. Said I wasnt gonna post stuff like this anymore but fuck it. Till I snap out of it, I remain...

Tyrone On Everyday

Just checking in

A lil bored, nothing new. Um, I should go draw something. I'll go do that in a minute. Uhhh, I could talk about this chick some more but fuck it. I've going through those motions for damn near a year and I think I need to give my mind and this blog a break.

So, yeah, think i'll go sketch for a few hours. Maybe wash some clothes. Pray I feel like cleaning my car tomorrow morning.

Oh yeah, borrowed these P90x dvds from a friend of mine. No idea what i'm getting myself into but i'm willing to try.

Till next time I remain...

-Tyrone On Everyday